STUPID ITS THE SURGE OF SEROTONIN!

I'm trying hard to cope with so many new emotions inside me. Who would have thought that I could be so irrational! I always laughed at the thought that people could develop feelings for someone on-line or just by calls. How dumb are those people? But then I surprised myself. I now know that I might be dumb aswell. I am a zombie; I believed that I could never have any emotions-real emotions- for anyone. I just care for everyone generally. And I like some people alot, but it's different this time.

I'm not ready to break the system yet. My rationality forces me to take a reality check. And when I contemplate about it, I find it totally senseless. But my question is, is the senseless the only sensible thing to do?

No, it's just an image; a desire that got awakened somehow. A thought crazed me: That there is something, that some part of me is telling me about it and it says, "meant to be."