CLOUDY

Today the weather was cloudy and my mind was even cloudier. The last 2 weeks have been productive and I had today planned. What I had to do all written down. I woke up and fell in an abyss of depression. Don't know why it happened. I was all alone in the house all day and I didn't draw the curtains. the house was dark and I was cowered at a corner in my room. Breaking up and losing my sanity. I've had bad days before but never like this. I've been through tougher times and still felt better than today. I don't even know what is causing the darkness but I feel angry, scared and extremely depressed. My life didn't change from the it was yesterday but my mind did; my view of life changed. Every thing lost it's importance. Nothing seems to be in my control.