I FEEL SEXY!

I don't know why but I feel very sexy today. And also very horny! I am trying to control myself though.

So How can I find relief without being bad? Well, I did my usual thing whenever I feel very sexy. I put on sexy music get infront of the mirror, dance, and slowly take off each items of clothes. I love the way I look when I do that. Then, I imagine someone observing me and then I've got my whole fantasy which goes on and on. It only ends when I'm spent. I look really nice when I strip!

But I guess, I'm a completely different person with anyone around. I'm not that bold. I'm shy and inhibited. I want to end that and maybe it will wear off eventually. For that I need the right oppurtunities and encouragement. I guess, I could search for them here but I won't.

It would be so cool to be in a music video and be really shocking!