WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?

As a child I have injured my head by falling down a lot and I think that must have damaged me some how. If I hadn't broken my crown so many times then I would probably be a normal non-eccentric chum who would experience life in a normal way. Nature made sure that I turn up retarded instead so that I would have a special, novelty appeal for people. Down memory lane now:

I was such an adventurous, full-of-life, hyperactive and fearless child. I was famous all over my neighborhood and with relatives for always being up to some mischief. I used to live in an urban area so I didn't have the great out doors to go wild in but I made use of everything that I had. I used to climb the 'Aam ka Darakht(mango tree) and the walls all the time. I used to give courses to other kids on how to reach your rooftop by climbing up the wall. I was fearless about everything. I loved the fastest rollercoasters, I dived in with gusto in the sea, I loved to jump in the swimming pool from the highest diving board, I used to traverse a river near our house by jumping on slippery stepping stones. I was always ready to try anything. Due to this reason I used to fall and get hurt a lot but that never deterred me. I have broken my crown so many times (no wonder I'm retarded!). The point is that I was full-of-life, zesty, fearless and bold so what has happened to me now? I feel I'm a different person now and this person is too insecure and scared to love life and live it by taking risks--the way life is supposed to be lived.