MY STATE OF EXISTENCE

Life...That's just it. It's happening all around me and it fascinates me. Life can and does beat the shit out of me but surviving that is what life is about. And this blog is about me, someone who doesn't fit any stereotype or label. There are alot of labels I posess Pakistani, Muslim, Young, Gay, Student but I don't want to fit in some pre-conceived notion of those labels. I maintain my individuality and this blog is the affirmation of my uniqueness.

Friday, February 25, 2005

WEIRD FEELING

I feel as if I'm outside life somehow. The feeling of being disassociated and distanced from life. The normal feeling is that one is firmly entrenched in life and feels one with it but since the last few months I feel as if I'm outside the world of the living and I'm living my life in another dimension. Maybe its because of moving to a new place and feeling disoreinted. Has anyone ever felt that way?