MATTERS OF JERKING OFF

Oh The innocent desires and intensity of the mid-teens are so beautiful and yet strange. I still remember perfectly how new and intense the sexual experience of masturbation felt when I was 15. It was all so new and every fantasy was a new world I had never visited before. My hormones were going wild and my desire was pouring out like the effervescent bubbles in a Cola. I was oozing out sexual energy and excitement. I was like a wild animal in heat. I think this state started from the last few months of 15 and then tapered off around 18. I am much more calm now, partly because masturbation is somewhat frustrating and boring now. Everything I think about has been thought a million times before; there is no novelty and excitement in it anymore.