HAPPY NEW YEARS!

I wish that I had peers here to go out and party away the night BUT stuck up in my miserable sheltered life I did the usual. Went to a restaurant with family. I know, it's as pathetic as it sounds. BUT the restaurant was pretty good. Dad must have spent quite a lot of bucks to give us a good new year's treat. I had a choice of sophisticated dining entrees infront of me but I would rather go and chomp burritoes in the next Taco Bell's. I love Mexican food almost as much as I like Italian cuisine.
The rest of the night was spent watching a classic movie. EEEWWW!

But everything changed in a moment; like it always does with 'him'. The phone rang in the middle of the movie. "Pick it up, Bruce." Dad said in irritation. I picked it up and said hello and I heard his voice! Call me crazy but I instantly shut the phone off. Why? I guess maybe I'm so afraid that my parents will think that something fishy is going on that I panicked. That's the extent of my paranoia and fear. But I knew that he would ring again and I didn't know what to do. But this time I answered and took the reciever to my room after getting scary and curious stares from the folks.

Just that call made my New Year's celebration worthwhile. That's all he had to do. And I know that the next few days will be filled with unrest and angst again. *sigh* Why are there things forcing us apart?

Also, thinking about the teenage years lost have forced me to think, "Can I afford to lose this time aswell?"

Hmmm, What should be mine New Year's resolution?