MY STATE OF EXISTENCE

Life...That's just it. It's happening all around me and it fascinates me. Life can and does beat the shit out of me but surviving that is what life is about. And this blog is about me, someone who doesn't fit any stereotype or label. There are alot of labels I posess Pakistani, Muslim, Young, Gay, Student but I don't want to fit in some pre-conceived notion of those labels. I maintain my individuality and this blog is the affirmation of my uniqueness.

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

BROKE

One problem after another; they keep on piling up. How much can one person bear?
(urdu)'akhir mein kitna bardasht karon?'
Today I feel close to a nervous breakdown. I've never been in a worse state of mind. I have no will to live.
I never got love in my life and never will.
All my dreams and aspirations have been shattered.
I hate my life; I can't bear one more day of this agony. Can't be brave...just can't!

posted by Brucie | 7:56 AM