MY STATE OF EXISTENCE

Life...That's just it. It's happening all around me and it fascinates me. Life can and does beat the shit out of me but surviving that is what life is about. And this blog is about me, someone who doesn't fit any stereotype or label. There are alot of labels I posess Pakistani, Muslim, Young, Gay, Student but I don't want to fit in some pre-conceived notion of those labels. I maintain my individuality and this blog is the affirmation of my uniqueness.

Friday, July 15, 2005

Ha!

I said that i would only blog when my life sorts out--umm--now I'm thinking, 'When the FUCK will that happen anyway?' Haha! I mean what if I have to wait my whole life for it to get sorted and then realize just before death: Oops! I left my blog until life gets sorted, guess I'll have to publish in heaven, hell, limbo, nirvana or Iraq now!

But, yeah, things have sorted out A LOT and life is better than before, I feel better and its not THAT hard, but its still very fucked up at the moment. I believe that it really will sort out to atleast a normal level some months from now. i'll finally have a routine and a social life. So till then I'll still defer this blogie for the relatively stabler times. AND I don't have regular net connection or computer access nowadays.

So a few last words till then:

Nicotine is addictive...help me!