PROUD TO BE A FAG!

Oh Lord! I'm so grateful to you that you made me gay! I'm so happy that I'm a fag! I swear if someone told me that they could make me straight I would glare at them and say, "Do you seriously think I would give up the privilege and fun of being gay and become plain old straight?!" I don't think my sexuality is different from me as a whole person. It is part of every thread of my body, soul and mind and not some separate compartment that can be removed or changed without removing the person I am in the process.

I have been going through so many psychological changes recently. Its like a new level of development for me. I've become much more comfortable with my desires and thoughts.

Today I talked to my BF after a long time and after that the pain of separation was too hard to bear. I want to run to him NOW! I could give anything to have 'him' here today. Maybe it was his voice or his words or maybe it was just me!